So I moved back to my homestate. It was a bitter sweet move, as when I left CA, I left behind what I thought was my forever life.
I left an SO who was madly in love with me, left his mother who was a prescription pill popper, a younger brother who dropped out of school, an older sister who happened to be addicted to meth.
It's been an intense last year as I have been using the time to take care of myself. I'm off anti depressants, found lifting as a way to cope and have…Continue
Added by April C. Davila on September 19, 2017 at 3:25pm — No Comments
Target is moving in a different direction in featuring their toys for children. In a press release on their website, beginning on the 7th of August they state that their toys will no longer limit to one gender and instead advertised as "kids" as a way for customers better roam through the store.Target writes, "reference to gender, including the use of pink, blue, yellow or green paper on the back walls of our shelves,"as a better method to stop gender boundaries, but will this mean an…Continue
Added by April C. Davila on August 9, 2015 at 2:52pm — No Comments
I never imagined id be one to write about menopausal mothers, as I would blindly like to forget that my mother has passed through this stage in her life.
My boyfriends’ family is going through what seems like the most difficult time with their mother and her erratic behavior. I am sure it is both her repetitive child like behavior that’s slowly making them feel as though they are losing their mind. In the 2 years that…Continue
Added by April C. Davila on July 25, 2015 at 3:57pm — No Comments
At the age of 3 I remember sitting on the sofa and reading the Houston Chronicle, stopping mid-sentence in an effort to pronounce a difficult word down to a tee. No one ever taught me to read, I am sure being an introvert helped me amazingly enough though. Since then, I could remember writing, “April daviLa in slightly tilted letters. My penmanship might have been a little jumpy, but I realized that the sounds of these letters could make people listen. Of course, there was a bit of a knack…Continue
Added by April C. Davila on July 23, 2015 at 12:07pm — No Comments
Eccentric behavior is a type of personality to turn heads in both awe and sickness. Today, it seems, it is a trait girls are often pushed into and engraved as anormal type of behavior that should and essentially encompass the type of love that guys yearn for in girls.. This feeling of both needing and later attaining this gets old. Eccentricity is a relationship that is too much of a fight with oneself. As with oneself, the self, the ego always means.…Continue
Added by April C. Davila on July 23, 2015 at 11:54am — No Comments
Romanticizing mental illnesses, anorexia, abusive relationships, seriously, what is up with that? Suicide is not beautiful, scars are not pretty, mental disorders really aren't that special, in fact, they are more of a hassle to maintain. Being a "weirdo" seems now is a way for the younger crowd to generate some sort of status, "I'm pretty, I think, but I am broken in the inside and therefore everyone should be trying to get to know me and my…
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I guess you all where glued to your T.V sets last night.
I was and let me tell you that I was glued to the set.
Is being transgendered common in a certain race group, do you think?
I knew of a guy, a few years after I graduated high school who identified as female.
Did anyone else catch the clip?
Thoughts, more questions???
She wants to know what happened when that man entered
He carried a large belt in one hand as the other was red…Continue
During our era when Angelina Jolie and Madonna make it seem so easy in adopting a child from Africa and certain parts of Asia, someone in America may feel that they should do the same. From an ethics standpoint, a load of cash cannot determine a families formation if given to adoption personnel. On the one hand one must remember that it is here in the United States where the highest number of children in foster care, runaways and poverty stricken kids…Continue
For many Americans, generously displaying table manners is probably the least of their worries. They have their education at the forefront of their waking lives, it is college after all. If they are hungry they come to the dining hall to eat be it from hunger, stress or even both. International students and some…Continue
Added by April C. Davila on December 6, 2014 at 6:30pm — No Comments
Please don’t tell me to smile.
Please, don’t tell me to smile.
Just don’t tell me to smile.
I say, “Tell me” on the basis that most men don’t ask. They disrespectfully tell me to do so as though they control what is going on in my head.
That is beside the point though.
Perhaps, I am alone in this city and am too busy listening to the running commentary in my head to give you a wholehearted smile.
Maybe I am lonely and don’t see your face as…Continue
Added by April C. Davila on August 23, 2014 at 8:30pm — No Comments
I see you. I see that you are hurting.
I’m sorry I didn’t better equip you with a stronger voice to tell others that you hurt.
You were taken advantage, but I am here to tell you, “it wasn’t your fault.”
You know this even as a young girl. You know this even though you are a prepubescent girl. You feel like you take too much space, the fact that you ate too much, felt confused over those nights and the possibility that things just never go as they plan i.e. guys,…Continue
Added by April C. Davila on August 21, 2014 at 2:37pm — No Comments
Ever think that there is life in outer space?
Deep down, I think I've always figured we couldn't be the only living creatures floating in this galaxy.
The endless possibilities of life in space, is beyond what is depicted in cinema.
Get this, NASA's Voyager picked up many sounds in outer space, it is as followed:
The electro magnetic waves heard in…Continue
Added by April C. Davila on August 1, 2014 at 5:43pm — No Comments
Keep searching and asking, then acting. Don't think on the purpose too much and you'll find meaning.
EVEN if meaning, to you, goes beyond school intellect or a stationary, habitual work ethic. The road to finding yourself is a journey.
Before you know it, you'll be so consumed with you that he/she will be that blurry dot in your life.
That dot that was a speck.
That speck that became a blob.
That blob that became a figure.…
Added by April C. Davila on July 30, 2014 at 7:52pm — No Comments
Based on my understanding of music and its effects is that it speaks to anyone in its own manner. This is probably the reason many of us choose to single ourselves out, unknowingly of course, by putting those ear buds/phones, or phones in our ears.
It's like every one of us wants to channel our feelings within our song, by our lonesome selves. This can be done while waiting for a bus and letting our eyes wander to the others who may want to sit on the bench, but you are too stubborn,…Continue
Added by April C. Davila on June 20, 2014 at 12:23pm — No Comments
I just spent the last hour notating FB posts that young girls put on their feed as a means of laughter or seriousness and they all have in common the fact that they learn from each other and therefore perpetuate a cycle of not knowing the seriousness of who may watch them.
For example, posts of Rihanna and her now ex-boyfriend, Chris Brown, giving the message that if you say long enough or endure the "ups and downs of a relationship" you too can conquer their partners demons and…Continue
Added by April C. Davila on June 13, 2014 at 1:47pm — No Comments
Why does acne appear as you head into your mid-twenties?
It not only makes me feel bad about myself, but it is infuriating.
I never dealt with acne, pimples, scars on my face as a teen, luckily.
I know it has to do with what I put into my body....but why does it have to happen when an important event is about to happen?
I drink water....and loads of coffee. There, that is my problem. The coffee is killing my baby face D:!!!
Added by April C. Davila on May 26, 2014 at 12:00pm — No Comments
I literally just received the news that my sister's boyfriend of 4 years has passed away. A part from the mind numbing and shaking I cant quite believe that the news is real.
For the most part, I always had a the impression that he was trying to control my little sister on the other, my sister sort of controlled everything he did.
I am shaking and I can't quite grasp that he is gone.
My sister and him were going to get married. They were going to have…Continue