What to do?

Every summer, I always had an adventure, I had a reason to

go out and explore the world around me.

This year, I'm lost, I don't know what to do next.

I did join something to do 2 days a week, but it's not enough.

I'm more chained down than I was, I'm losing my freedom, my breath, and more important......

my light.

I want to start school, yes this is crazy, but I have nothing to do! (except the 2 days a week)

College is a year away, but so far, I have no money to travel to visit my college.

Summer for me, hasn't started one bit.

I have gotten used to school schedule, it feels like it's a Saturday.

What can I do? Write stories, draw, read.

Summer Vacation should be fun, but so far,

it's just the weekend, and I should enjoy and remember

the things I have to be prepared for my last school year.