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Speaking, Writing, and learning in Two Languages

I am bilingual.
I was born this way. Into a family that had a Spanish-speaking mother and father, and a bilingual brother and sister.
I learned to speak Spanish first, of course. But time was spent watching Nickelodeon and (gasp) The Simpsons with a lot of telenovelas mixed in.
When I started grade school in El Paso, I was placed in Spanish-language first grade classes. I didn't think anything of it, I thought I was doing okay at this school thing. However, I was apparently doing terribly. After a few weeks in that dungeony classroom, I was moved to a bilingual classroom. This room was full of children and I went from having two teachers (one nice and one really, really mean) to having four. I remember being happy here and learning not only two languages but also how to use those old-school IBM computers.
I was in bilingual education all the way through fifth grade and never once thought anything about those few hours we spent in class working out of Spanish-language workbooks and reading Spanish fiction. I didn't even think it was weird when the teacher would ask us questions in English and I'd quickly raise my hand to answer in Spanish or vice versa. The good thing about those instances is that I do not recall ever being scolded for speaking in Spanish or answering a question in Spanish with English words. It was a safe environment for me to learn and use both the tongues I had grown accustomed to.
The problems didn't arise until I had to transfer to a different middle school. Instead of continuing on with my bilingual peeps my Mom decided I was old enough and responsible (?) enough to be capable of making sure my sister and I took the city bus to a school a little further away but on the bus route. She worked mornings so it had always been a hassle taking us to elementary school. Often times, she'd take us an hour earlier because she had to be at work, so when I finally entered junior high, she jumped on it and moved us. The problem that the new school had is that they didn't offer bilingual curriculum. They didn't believe I'd be capable of handling all-English classrooms. As though my ability to speak in and out of both languages, write in and out of both, and read in and out of both were, in fact, a disability. A disability! I remember the hateful face of the registrar, one of those Mexican-American women of the 50s whose parents raised her with fear that if she spoke a word of Spanish she would be discriminated against. There was no warmth or understanding there, she even looked offended and surprised when I spoke out (in English) and said "I'll be fine."
Well, guess what? Not only did I do well, I also won sweepstakes in the science fair that year, which took me to the district science fair. That's as far as I went, haha, but it wasn't because of any defect in my language!
I am glad I took bilingual classes, I am so happy I know both English and Spanish. I also know a bit of French, but I am not proud that I don't know enough.
There are so many of my peers that are of Latino descent and only know the curse words or how to say hello in Spanish, which I find truly unfortunate.
Being able to write and express myself in Spanish has given me many opportunities in my career and education. And to that I owe that half-nice duo back in first grade for realizing my potential for growth and success that I'm still developing today.

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Comment by Itzel Escobar on November 25, 2009 at 9:55am
I was sorta like you though! my both parents are from mexico and so when i was born i just knew spanish straight up (my first language) but then when i started PRE-K here in austin,tx i took bilingual classes up to 4th grade then i just started to talk english and in 5th grade i bumped up to just english classes i felt i was the only hispanic there in my class. :) now i feel proud of myself of knowing two languages to speak with. just like you :)
Comment by essined on November 17, 2009 at 1:54pm
good job....you sound like a commercial claudia! oh wait....that is a commercial
Comment by cloud.eah on November 17, 2009 at 11:06am
Your blog made me tear up a little. Reminded me of the struggle some immigrant generations have to go through. I'm totally for bilingual education and the US should keep up with programs like the school Cassie went to. Mas poder si vales por dos :]
Comment by Cassandra Barraza on November 16, 2009 at 3:10pm
I went to Alicia R. Chacon k-8 and they are a language school we learned 50/50 spanish and english and spent some time learning a third langug. Unfortunately I am not exactly a language person so I mainly know english, do fairly well (still above most of my peers) in spanish and only remember few words and phrases in Chinese (the third language my parents choose for me n my siblings). I think it is a good thing you got to experience both languages... very few people are actually capable of having such a great outcome in a smooth transition. =)


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